We all chase for … a perfect partner.
And … we really want to meet a certain type of person … acting into a specific way … and … all be actually … like in fairy tales.
I smile …. cause that was my philosophy also.
… for years.
Well … until i’ve realised … I can’t really live on long term … in fairy tales.
… even if all looked like … into one point … that i really got what i chased for.
But … maybe what we forget to keep in our minds … is that life itself cannot really be a fairy tale.
My friend … Ava was like that.
I’ve analysed her many times.
I saw that addiction … into her eyes.
She really tried to be perfect.
Act perfect.
Keep … the love story … perfect.
But … i also saw how she was really losing herself.
In … continuous form.
… by months.
So …. was it a positive trend all what she was doing?!
Or realising that actually she is disconnecting from herself … losing the connection with her own soul … just to play the role of a perfect woman …. all induced her a profound unhappiness.
… a useless process … that she would never had accepted.
At least … that is what i think.
But … it was her life.
Maybe the addition for fairy tales was much more important than … the connection with her soul.
So … all continued …. like … sort of a charade.
… and she was acting … so real.